Everything

 I just wanted to be.

Everything.

Something.

Irreplaceable. 

Strong.

Unconditional.

Unchanging.

Now, I wait.


I wait in the stillness.

The rain washing over me

Flooding me.

All my broken vessels in one.


The rain brings growth.

New life.

Restoration.

Like a serpent

Life slithers through all my scars.

The hurt.

The tears.

The loneliness.


As I lay there

Broken.

The rain gives way again.

Filling all the voids.

A moment I seem whole.

Unscathed.

On my way to healing.


At the days beginning I feel

Safe.

Whole

Replenished.

The break of darkness brings 

Panic.

Emptiness.

Defeat.


Im back.

Back to broken.

Brittle.

Vulnerable.


This never ending cycle.


I just wanted to be.

Everything.

Something.

Irreplaceable. 

Strong.

Unconditional.

Unchanging.


I just wanted to be.


Enough. 

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